Emptiness

My insides hurt.

It's not something that can be satisfied by food

And I don't feel sick.

There's just something wrong--like a knot. But there's just an emptiness inside. I'm not hungry and I don't want to eat. I just need something to appease this feeling and I don't know what it is.

I've never felt the way before, and I don't like it.

It could because of my current situation and I just miss Armand. 

You could say "oh Amy you're just being dumb. It's been two days. He's just a guy and there's plenty others, you'll be fine!"

And maybe I am being dumb. But I do miss him. And I almost ache for him. But I have to trust The Lord and somehow know that this situation is for the better. Even though I don't like it.

I really like this picture, it really applies to me.

Trust. I've got to trust.