{what the lick am I going to do???}

Well, it appears I've done it again. I SCREWED things up. Gah! MAN I am really good at doing that.

So here's the deal:

Once upon a time, I had a best friend ((he still is my dear and darling friend, I'm just using past tense for story purposes)) and his name is Calen. This is him. ((and me))

and we were together for a while... ok a really long while. Two years. And whether we were together or not we always had SO much fun with each other. When we first became best friends. He and I made a promise. He would take me to my Senior Prom. And from that day forward I could not WAIT for prom. ((bad decision people. LIVE your life! Don't wish it away... live in the moment))
Anyway. We are still the greatest of friends ((I'd say best friends, but we don't see each other very often and my other boy best friend might get jealous or something)) So there is THAT.

Next part of the story. I have this NEWER best friend. I'm sure you all know who it is... yeah it's Bubba. this is him...

And see.. he apparently wanted to take me to homecoming but I got asked before he could ask me. So, then he was planning on asking me to prom but then I told him that Calen was taking me... and he was crushed.

But then ((as I said before)) I haven't really talked to Calen in a while so I wasn't 100% sure is he was still planning on taking me or not... so then I said something really stupid in front of Bubba.

"Well, I don't think Calen is going to take me anymore..."
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Why did I say that?! I didn't know FOR SURE I was just SAYING IT.

Well, Bubba then later that night asked me if I'd go to prom with him, because he didn't want anyone else to ask me before he did. And I was so shocked and taken back that I didn't know how to say anything but yes.
Don't get me wrong I was thrilled! It would be the best day ever if I went to prom with Bubba. But as I said yes, it just didn't feel right.
So I had to talk to Calen.

I texted him, Hey Calen are you still planing on asking me to prom?
He responds: I can't tell you that
Me: Why not?
Calen: That ruins it

which EVERYONE knows that that means he IS still going to.

curse word.

Well, now that I've given a balloon to a child, I have to take it away.

I tell Bubba.

 And he doesn't exactly react in the understanding way I had imagined he would...

So now I'm stuck in a rut. It's my senior prom. My last dance... ever. Who do I want to spend it with? hence the title of this post... what the lick am I going to do?????