{3/7/13}

Well, I'm not totally sure what I'm going to write this post about... but I am going to write one...
I guess I'll just tell you about my day ((because blogs are supposed to be like online journals))

I wake up at 8:02((I always set my alarms for weird times, don't know why but its what I do)) I got to sleep in today because my dental class that normally starts at 7:30 was meeting at an elementary school in Provo to do a varnish at 8:45.

Hence... me sleeping in.

I went to the varnish and that was fun, I love little kids! I absolutely love little kids actually... I know this is probably so bad but I CANNOT wait to have a cute pregnant belly, be crazy hormonal for 9 months, then get to have a little darling of my own. They are just so cute! I'll have...hmmm.. 5.. at least. I know what you're thinking... Five? AT LEAST FIVE? Yeah she's one of those crazy mormons who don't stop making babies to replenish the earth...
Nah, it's not like that. I've seen the way parents act towards their kids, they love them SO much, do anything for them... a love that really can't be explained. I want that love ((technically I have that already from my parents. But that's receiving love, I want to GIVE it)) so the more kids, the more love I get to show! And not to mention. I AM going to marry a fine looking guy so why not have MORE of him around but in smaller cuter little bodies?
Also, I have like 100 names I like.. and they CAN'T go to waste! ;)

ANYWAY.

After the varnish I went to high school. It was choir class. It was the WORST. I literally hated it. I would've liked to be ANYWHERE in the world but there today. I would've chosen to be on the front lines of some war instead! Why was it so bad you ask? Well see, there are a lot of people in there ((a lot)) and they ALL want to have attention, they ALL want to be funny... drives me nuts. Practically nothing gets done NOT TO MENTION our student teacher talks like a baby... seriously? If you talk like an adult people will take you seriously and respect you more. ACT YOUR AGE!

You get a taste of how much I hate it?
After school I went to the first tennis match of the season! WHOOOO! Yay for boys tennis! It was so fun to be with all those guys again! And I got to see my long lost best friend ((yes I know I have a bunch of those... but I have different categories so I can justify the title of best friend for each one of them!)) It was really chilly so Carly and I bundled in one blanket and Tanner, Matt, and Eric bundled in another one--that was a retty funny thing to see :)

Then I had to get ready for my dumb photoshoot for Miss Orem, gah I HATE pictures... I'm just not photogenic. Plus, I hate smiling when it's not a real genuine smile. Why smile if you're not happy? So that's probably why I hate pictures so much because I know that my smile isn't real. Bleh. Oh well.

I got as beautiful as I could and went. We started out with recapping the dance we had learned two weeks previous. Good thing NO one remembered it. well... I remembered it. But dance is kind of my life so I remember dances extremely well. After an hour of that we started taking pictures. Yuck. I got mine over with then sat and talked with some of the girls.
And I've gotta say that the sayings, "Don't judge a book by it's cover" and "Don't judge a person until you've walked a mile in their shoes"  are TOTALLY true. The more I get to know these girls I'm working with, the more I love them/ I kind of stayed away form two of them because they just had these traits that to a typical mormon girl ((like myself)) were NOT ok. But the more I talk to them the more I realize how INCREDIB:E they are. They have such strong spirits and they aren't bad people for not having the same standards I have. In fact I love them all the more for being the amazing person they are with how different their lifestyles are from mine.

I didn't like this Miss Orem thing at first, it was scary, I didn't know anyone, I thought I was the ugliest one there, I KNEW I wasn't going to win, blah blah blah... but the more I do it, the more I love it. It honestly has changed me and my perspective of everything. My eyes have been opened to things I'd never seen before.