Surreal. Unbelievable.

I never thought it would happen like this. It's all still so surreal. I mean I always made fun of the BYU couples that date for 3 weeks then get married--but now I actually know what they're feeling. 

I wake up everyday and CANNOT wait to talk to him, to see him. I can't help but smile when I see him. When I'm with him I KNOW I'm in a good place. I feel something with him that I've never felt with any guy before. Yeah it's been fast, but it feels right. I feel like I've known him for years, I'm so comfortable around him. I never want to leave. I honestly could see my forever with him

(Again. I know it's been fast. But this is different, it's real with him. There's just something there that there's never been before)

Tonight he and I got into a really deep discussion. And we talked for hours, and we came to the conclusion.. This is right. Because when you know, you know.

And I know with him.