{Fairy Godmothers}

A broken promise hurts. It hurts even more from the person you've loved as long as you can remember.

But it's whatever. I mean I'm not even sad anymore. Maybe REALLY bitter. But not sad. It was time I finally got over him. Never again will I swoon over him, beg for him to pay attention to me, and I will NEVER kiss him again--whether he claims to love me or not. It's not worth the heartbreak anymore. And this.... this prom thing is the straw that broke the camel's back.

When people make promises, especially people you hold dear to your heart, they should keep them. Yes it was promise made 5 years ago. But a promise none the less.

Needless to say I won't be going to my senior prom with Calen as previous planned. In fact I doubt I will even be going to prom. But what does it matter? Oh yeah... I guess it doesn't really... But I still wish I could go... I feel this clip is exactly what my feelings were when I found out.

But don't you worry! Cinderella has a Godmother who helps her out. And I happened to have two of them. Their names are Diggy and Tyler.

On FRIDAY the two of them came by to say hello and while they were at my house I tried on my prom dress for them. I'm guessing they liked it because they didn't speak for what seemed like forever (most likely 10 seconds) But anyway as I talked to them I realized that the thing missing in my life was them! They are justso fun to be around! They are just the greatest:)

Then SUNDAY happened. Somebody (I won't name names...) told me that he had already asked someone else to prom and therefore we would not be going. So I cried and cried and cried some more.

MONDAY: I was having a pretty rough day, and I just kept thinking poorly of myself and what I did wrong for him to not even want to go with me. What made her so much more important than me? Why her? And in my dental class, all ANYONE could talk about was prom. Prom this. Prom that. Prom prom prom. It was the worst. Then during the day Tyler sent me a text "Amy, have an amazing day!!" It was just a small little text and he probably thought nothing of it. But it brightened my whole entire day. I told him that and he asked why I was having such a crummy day. I told him because of the prom thing... and he said he was sorry and that he loved me and he was dumb or not asking me.
About 30 seconds later I get a text from Diggy. And a LONG one too!
Never before have I read a more heartfelt, thoughtful text. It was so cute. He said things like how I am sucha fun person to be around, I can make anyone smile, and "Even though you're shorter than me, I still lookup to you" Oh AND he used the L word. He said he loves me. He NEVER says that! I almost started crying it was so cute.
Later I went to dance. It was awkward and annoying because Calen was ignoring me and Hailee couldn't stop talking about prom. But when he and I did our dance together, I don't think I've done it better. Anger definitely pushes me to do better!
After dance when I had been home for a while. Guess who showed up on my doorstep? :)

 

The two cutest boys in the whole word! That's who! 

Diggy and Tyler came over with Menchie's (sugarfree because they know I'm off sugar) and the most beautiful rose I have ever seen in my whole life. 

They came with kind and encouraging words, and made me laugh :)

Basically being around them is the best. They stayed for a while and we chatted and then it was time for them to go. Just as they were walking to their car. They turned around and said "Wait!"

I listened intently to what they were about to say to me..

"Well. We were wondering if on April 20...  you would go to prom with us? We can dress up and go to a fancy dinner and it can be just  us three."

I nearly started crying I was so stunned/excited. I couldn't process what they just said.My fairy godmothers had just become my Prince Charmings :) And well of course I said yes! But I'm so excited! I may not go to my high school's prom in May... But I'm going to my own prom with Diggy and Tyler :) What more could I want?

Oh yeah, nothing.